O-ha!

Is it my pride? You do understand why I said those things, don't you? Your boyfriend doesn't know how to respect your family. He greets papa just because you instruct him to do so, not because he knows it's supposed to be a sign of respect. If he truly loves you and respects your family like he claims, then he would take the initiative to introduce himself to papa. Let's face it, he's basically still a stranger to us. How can you let this pass? Daniel was never like this, that's what everyone liked about him. He allowed us to get to know him more. Rico cannot even greet Israel when he opens the gate for you. What gives? Israel has been kind and nice to you since the day I introduced him to our family. I bet when you're friendly when you're with his family. Can't he see that as a good example? He's older than me yet he acts like a teenager. Do not accuse me of judging him. Everything I say about him is based on a fact. I've seen him do these things. Even papa wonders what is wrong with him so do not say that I am being judgemental. The first time he abused his stay here, I could let it pass and I told you to tell him not to do it again. But surprise, surprise! He DID it again! I'm not sure if it's because you didn't tell him that I got mad the first time, or maybe he's just so fucking inconsiderate? Is it because he's older than me? Well that says so much about respect don't you think? He's JUST your boyfriend and you expect me to respect him? I will give respect where it is due. He abused his stay. I will never forget that especially coz he did it twice, thrice? Try to understand this. I know you are blindly in love but try opening your eyes and try being in ny shoes just for a while. Until this day I still haven't found it in me to forgive you, I know you aren't asking for it but just to let you know, the longer we don't talk, the lesser and lesser I care about you. If we don't ever talk anymore, i wouldn't mind because right now, you're already as good as dead to me. I may regret saying this someday, or maybe not. I hope you're happy with the choices you make because I know I am.